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May Allah bless you with piety (Taqwa) and purity, strong Imaan, forgiveness of sins, have mercy on you, elevate your status, and bless you with knowledge of Deen and generosity. Ameen!
We are really sorry to hear about your situation.
You can request some sister to listen to your memorized lessons on a daily basis. In case if you don't find a hafiza, she can still listen by looking at Quran.
A sister teacher can listen to Quran on phone as well, even from the other side of the world!
Give your best time (morning or evening) to revise some verses or pages of Quran, listen to the tape of a Qari like Imam-e-Kaa'ba.
Allah has blessed your heart with Quran the first time, and He accepts Taubah and noble efforts of human being.
Read these Dua everyday:
'Rabbi zidni ilma'
and
'Rabbish rahli sadri wa yassirli amri wahlul uqdatam milisaani yafqhu qawli '
Recite Isteghfar, make Taubah from any sins and shortcomings in life (make a list of any sins and doubtful things and try to remove them from your life)
Prayer and Du'a - Strong connection with Allah
http://islameasy.org/index.php
Here is a beautiful Dua script:
http://islameasy.org/Dua_MM_2.php
May Allah make it easy for you, Ameen.
And Allah knows best.
Ask Alimah Team
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