My dear sister, I congratulate you on your desire to be true to your deen. The very first thing that you should do is to leave your gatherings that remind you or lure you towards the wrong deeds. Spend lots of time in the company of the pious. Often read 2 rakaats salatul Taubah and sincerely ask Allah to forgive you. Pray five times daily. Do zikr. And feel relieved that once you read 2 rakaats Salatul Taubah and you have sincerely asked Allah to forgive you, have strong hope in forgiveness and Mercy of Allah.
Study these resources:
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Taubah (Seeking Forgiveness)
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Daily Adkaar poster in Arabic and English.
And Allah knows best.
Ask Alimah Team
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