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May Allah bless you with piety (Taqwa) and purity, strong emaan, forgiveness of sins, have mercy on you, elevate your status, bless you with knowledge of Deen and generosity'. May Allah bless you with a better person to marry.
Ameen!
This life is a one-time opportunity to achieve everlasting happiness in the life hereafter. Allah Almighty is showering countless blessings upon us everyday. Every moment has a great potential to achieve high-ranks in the court of our Creator. Every minute is like a gold coin. The heart and tongue are gifts from Allah to earn millions of rewards (Hasanaat) for the Akhirah.
Please read more in this article:
Cure for depression
http://islameasy.org/Cure_Depression.ph
Cure for Pre-Marriage Love Relationship which does not lead to a Marriage
http://www.islameasy.org/Cure_PreRelations.php
Easy Road to Paradise - Golden deeds that lead to success - extracted from a booklet in Urdu 'Jannat ka Asan Rasta' by Shaykh Mufti Mohammad Rafi Uthmani.
http://www.islameasy.org/EasyRoad_Paradise.php
A religious person is better for both this life and hereafter. 'Religious' does not mean who just prays and fasts - the definition is 'who abstains from all sins' - this includes our dailiy life, food, finances, dress, hijab, manners and purification of heart - read the article and Khutbahs on our site and listen to leactures. inshaAllah your knowledge will increase.
Salatul Hajat
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You may read 2 Rakah of Nafl Salah, with intention of Taubah and Salatul Hajat. This is performed like any other Salaah. After the Salaah, you should recite the following Dua. You may print these pages from web and recite from printed pages or from computer after the Salaah. It is not required to memorize these Dua or read it inside Salaah.
Taubah (from any act of disobedience and sins)
The method is described at http://islameasy.org/images/Treasures-Large/47.htm
Salat-ul Hajat
The method is described at http://islameasy.org/Dua_Hajat.php
(Ask Allah to ease difficulty, clean the heart to focus on good deeds. Also ask Allah to show you if that person was really sincere to you or not).
While engaged with someone (before Nikah), please observe complete Hijab when this man is present. Unnecessary talking or getting close to this man before marriage may lead to problems. Taubah is neccessary for the past mistakes.
Why is Hijab necessary?
http://islameasy.org/hijab.php
Daily reading a book of good deeds helps overcome depression. You may print a chapter of Muntakhab Ahadith:
(http://www.islameasy.org/quick_books.php) and read with your family for 10 minutes together. Then make Dua.
http://www.islameasy.org/pdf/Emaan.pdf
http://www.islameasy.org/pdf/Belief_Hereafter.pdf
Please also review our main page for Dua scripts.
And Allah knows best.
Ask Alimah Team
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